I woke up this morning feeling okay but after a cup of Nescafe coffee (mild), i'm feeling dehydrated and giddy now. I feel like going back to sleep again but what?! I just woke up at 9. I was overslept this morning! I always feel like something is not right if i wake up late in the morning. Seems like the morning is half gone just like that. Argh...
My other half of mood is secretly screaming for joy cuz semester break starts next week. I do need a break. Seriously. Before i take up teaching task, I thought that this job can let me kill my free times easily. But, no..it kills my free time and also most of my brain cells. I, sincerely and seriously, think that teaching is NO easy like how i used to perceive it. I'd, SINCERELY, like to apologise for my naivety to all the respected teachers out there! By the end of this year, as soon as my contract ends, I will be quitting the job. I'm saying i'm not gifted to be teacher as i think real, quality teachers are all gifted to teach. I'm not one of them.
I took over 4 Grade 5 classes from a teacher who taught half way and left. It was a nightmare when i first started. Imagine every single thing was in a mess. You are a total newbie in this area. How do i mark this? Where are the missing library books that i'm responsible for? Who's who in the class? Where am i supposed to get the handouts for students? Arghhh...
Well, i'm all familiar with them now but i think it's time to move on soon. I admit that partly is because of the students test results. They hit me. I understand that i took over the job half way and i shudn't be expecting something too good to turn out but...i just dont want to look at red marks test papers.
I promised myself that this coming new semester, i will push ALL my 50 students to read MORE library books to improve cuz i realised that one out of my four classes read a lot more story books and they just did way better in composition writing and other vocabs than other 3 classes. I will push myself to do the best i can for the students and then leave behind my good name & reputation in the tuition school before i leave. kekeke..my resolution for the next half year!! =P
okay.back to marking.stop day dreaming.
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tml is your last day of sem 1 loh!!!
then me will see you on sunday lo~~~
weee~
dont want to see red marks test paper, then use blue or other colors to mark loh, like i suggested to u last time..hehe..
gambate lah! u can do it!
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