Call me FUSSY

Seriously, nothing's wrong with the detailed teaching plan given.

..but i like to be in detail. Anything that i attend to has to be in detail. It has to be lined out properly in black and white and most importantly, it has to be typed out in a presentable manner. In uni days, i typed out my palm cards for presentation. I dont trust my or others handwritings. I allow no room for slight mistake to happen when something I was/am responsible for was/is going on. You ask me to go on stage for short talk, i'll be 102% prepared. No doubt. You ask me to teach kids in tuition school, i'm 103% prepared with my own reconstructed notes , which are almost exactly like the teaching plans given to us teachers, typed out weekly before lessons start. I dont know. Is that there a problem lies within me? I just can't seem to trust others of their works eventhough i've gone thru the given teaching plans for 'n' times. Regardless of the allowance of time to do that, i will no-matter-what must come out with something on my own. I feel better in that way. I feel way more confident with my own piece. I speak better in front of audience holding my own work instead of others. I do feel something is not right within me. o.O" I must have been 'sick', haven't i?


Those 'duplicate' works i did weekly.