2 weeks are just too long for a wait, dont you think so?? Agree? Yeah...
So regardless of my appointment date on 18th March, I popped in the gynae's clinic this morning with husband. We are 3 days early but after a week plus had gone by, something should be able to be seen i think. Thick faced, i registered my name down and almost immediately before i managed to find a seat, the nurse asked me into the room while husband was still looking for car spot.
A senior nurse led me to another room and sat me down. She searched for my file and opened it and asked me what i was there for today. I rolled my eyes a bit and told her i wanted to ask doc about the safety issue of some direct sales vitamins and ALSO, to do a scan if possible. She looked away a while and told me that i might not need to do the scan since i've done it last time. But, she didn't know nothing could be seen in the sac last time. Duh! I want the scan today. I must see something on the screen. Get me laid down on the bed. Do the test. I'll pay the money. *Dont you know pregnant women are aggressive?*
Without further ado, she took me to the bed and i waited for the doc to scan me. My husband joined the team shortly. This time i saw the sac grew much bigger and within the sac there's another little sac. In medical term, i dont know what it's named but the fetus is inside the little sac in the big sac. Very blur. Couldn't see much. I was very anxious at that point where i couldn't see much again. Husband got anxious altogether. Laughingly, the gynae tried to calm the couples down by using the cross hair to point to a little "flashing" dot in the little sac. THERE IT IS! MY BABY!!!!The tiny little heart is beating like nobody's business! T___T Almost want to burst into tears la! Anxiety+anticipation+amazement+cuteness overloaded = holding back tears (at least wait til i get home first). The heart is already functioning at this point of time even though it is still very weak. Too tiny to be seen vividly, it just looks like some flashing LED light if you turn it on and off. Beating ma! ^_^ I'm so proud of you my little one! Keep on fighting for life and our God will be guiding your way! No fear!
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haha..first time parents are like that one, i believe. worrying about how their baby is and will get really frustrated by the medical team if they didn't give u an answer straight away. Now that u've saw your little baby, u felt more relaxed le?? just try to calm yourself down everytime when u want to get angry. Think about that it is not good for your baby then i think u will calm down liao coz u love him/her mah, rite? hehe..TAke k la and mama will be back after 2 wks, i think, times. =)
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