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I just can't get myself to do anything. I sleep all day. I feel so not myself. I've been attacked by alien hormones. My body is overtaken by the hormones! I could imagine they're setting up a control room somewhere in the body and taking control over my internal organs and messing up the systems T_T. I feel like crying for no reason. I feel the anger for no reason as well. I feel so hungry all the time. After eating, i still eat. I eat. I sleep. Then wake up to eat some more. Then sleep some more. Then i eat some more for high-T. Then nap. Then get ready for dinner. Then wander around a bit then get ready for good night sleep. Arghh~~~~
I feel so "bear"/"pig".

I rarely go out since the gynae-visit day. Hubby worries that i might move too much so i stay at home hibernating all the time. For two weeks, I went to office for 3 times (flexible job). Lucky me huh.

Despite all the groanings, I know i should be giving thanks. So far, i haven't experience much of those so called morning sickness. Sometimes i do feel very nauseated but not to the extend of vomiting my lungs out. If the condition continues so, i should be one of those lucky ones not having severe morning sickness.

Each day seems like life-long for me. I wait for time to go by. I feed the fishes. Sitting beside the pond, staring at them to finish eating. Then throw some more fish food. They're gonna be so bloated by the end of the day and so fat by the end of my pregnancy term. I hope they're some happy fishes to be fed with so much food.