如果每天的生活如复印机般的重复又重复的过，你觉得生活是乏闷的？还是那是一种过得平淡的小幸福呢？
如果是十来二十岁的我，我应该会觉得生活没乐趣。会重复的思考人为什么要活在这么无聊无趣的世上。为什么我会没有朋友。为什么其他人的朋友圈子会那么大。为什么人家有男朋友而我却孤零零一个人。我的学业会是进步的还是退步呢。我的前途／钱途会是如何的呢。
回想起来，真的还是万分感恩。我也曾经历这一切但都过去了。感恩因为今天我还活着而且还活得很好。感恩虽然乐趣不比别人来得多但少少还是体验了朋友之间所有的欢乐。感恩我的双眼看到了这世界的美而并非我想像中的无趣。感恩我还是有朋友。感恩我的圈子不大但好的朋友有那么几个就够了。感恩没有糟糕的猪朋狗友让我踏上不归路。感恩上帝早就为我安排好我的人生的另一伴。感恩我还是顺利的大学毕业了并也努力的在商场上打滚过。上帝的恩典是要被数算的。那样我们才过的充实及满足。
回想起，四川的人民也过了不平凡的俩周但这些的不平凡让他们痛不欲生。那样的生活就是有趣的吗？不！我相信问他们的话他们宁可平淡的过一生也不愿经历这些灾难。没有人愿意经历这样痛苦的回忆。单是想到了这点我就不断的感恩又感恩。
所以，我认为生活得平淡并非是一件坏事也并非是无趣的。对于现在的我来说，每天的平淡是大幸福。偶尔接到一些电话传来一些坏消息就会让我精神紧崩的过一天。
朋友，你今天数算恩典了吗？你感恩了吗？
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Monday, May 26, 2008
Friday, May 9, 2008
Cravings anyone?
Lately, i just love a rich spread of crunchy peanut butter on bread and munch it down together with a cup of thick Ribena drink! Sooo yummieeeeee!
Saturday, March 15, 2008
No more wait
2 weeks are just too long for a wait, dont you think so?? Agree? Yeah...
So regardless of my appointment date on 18th March, I popped in the gynae's clinic this morning with husband. We are 3 days early but after a week plus had gone by, something should be able to be seen i think. Thick faced, i registered my name down and almost immediately before i managed to find a seat, the nurse asked me into the room while husband was still looking for car spot.
A senior nurse led me to another room and sat me down. She searched for my file and opened it and asked me what i was there for today. I rolled my eyes a bit and told her i wanted to ask doc about the safety issue of some direct sales vitamins and ALSO, to do a scan if possible. She looked away a while and told me that i might not need to do the scan since i've done it last time. But, she didn't know nothing could be seen in the sac last time. Duh! I want the scan today. I must see something on the screen. Get me laid down on the bed. Do the test. I'll pay the money. *Dont you know pregnant women are aggressive?*
Without further ado, she took me to the bed and i waited for the doc to scan me. My husband joined the team shortly. This time i saw the sac grew much bigger and within the sac there's another little sac. In medical term, i dont know what it's named but the fetus is inside the little sac in the big sac. Very blur. Couldn't see much. I was very anxious at that point where i couldn't see much again. Husband got anxious altogether. Laughingly, the gynae tried to calm the couples down by using the cross hair to point to a little "flashing" dot in the little sac. THERE IT IS! MY BABY!!!!The tiny little heart is beating like nobody's business! T___T Almost want to burst into tears la! Anxiety+anticipation+amazement+cuteness overloaded = holding back tears (at least wait til i get home first). The heart is already functioning at this point of time even though it is still very weak. Too tiny to be seen vividly, it just looks like some flashing LED light if you turn it on and off. Beating ma! ^_^ I'm so proud of you my little one! Keep on fighting for life and our God will be guiding your way! No fear!
So regardless of my appointment date on 18th March, I popped in the gynae's clinic this morning with husband. We are 3 days early but after a week plus had gone by, something should be able to be seen i think. Thick faced, i registered my name down and almost immediately before i managed to find a seat, the nurse asked me into the room while husband was still looking for car spot.
A senior nurse led me to another room and sat me down. She searched for my file and opened it and asked me what i was there for today. I rolled my eyes a bit and told her i wanted to ask doc about the safety issue of some direct sales vitamins and ALSO, to do a scan if possible. She looked away a while and told me that i might not need to do the scan since i've done it last time. But, she didn't know nothing could be seen in the sac last time. Duh! I want the scan today. I must see something on the screen. Get me laid down on the bed. Do the test. I'll pay the money. *Dont you know pregnant women are aggressive?*
Without further ado, she took me to the bed and i waited for the doc to scan me. My husband joined the team shortly. This time i saw the sac grew much bigger and within the sac there's another little sac. In medical term, i dont know what it's named but the fetus is inside the little sac in the big sac. Very blur. Couldn't see much. I was very anxious at that point where i couldn't see much again. Husband got anxious altogether. Laughingly, the gynae tried to calm the couples down by using the cross hair to point to a little "flashing" dot in the little sac. THERE IT IS! MY BABY!!!!The tiny little heart is beating like nobody's business! T___T Almost want to burst into tears la! Anxiety+anticipation+amazement+cuteness overloaded = holding back tears (at least wait til i get home first). The heart is already functioning at this point of time even though it is still very weak. Too tiny to be seen vividly, it just looks like some flashing LED light if you turn it on and off. Beating ma! ^_^ I'm so proud of you my little one! Keep on fighting for life and our God will be guiding your way! No fear!
Thursday, March 13, 2008
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I just can't get myself to do anything. I sleep all day. I feel so not myself. I've been attacked by alien hormones. My body is overtaken by the hormones! I could imagine they're setting up a control room somewhere in the body and taking control over my internal organs and messing up the systems T_T. I feel like crying for no reason. I feel the anger for no reason as well. I feel so hungry all the time. After eating, i still eat. I eat. I sleep. Then wake up to eat some more. Then sleep some more. Then i eat some more for high-T. Then nap. Then get ready for dinner. Then wander around a bit then get ready for good night sleep. Arghh~~~~
I feel so "bear"/"pig".
I rarely go out since the gynae-visit day. Hubby worries that i might move too much so i stay at home hibernating all the time. For two weeks, I went to office for 3 times (flexible job). Lucky me huh.
Despite all the groanings, I know i should be giving thanks. So far, i haven't experience much of those so called morning sickness. Sometimes i do feel very nauseated but not to the extend of vomiting my lungs out. If the condition continues so, i should be one of those lucky ones not having severe morning sickness.
Each day seems like life-long for me. I wait for time to go by. I feed the fishes. Sitting beside the pond, staring at them to finish eating. Then throw some more fish food. They're gonna be so bloated by the end of the day and so fat by the end of my pregnancy term. I hope they're some happy fishes to be fed with so much food.
I feel so "bear"/"pig".
I rarely go out since the gynae-visit day. Hubby worries that i might move too much so i stay at home hibernating all the time. For two weeks, I went to office for 3 times (flexible job). Lucky me huh.
Despite all the groanings, I know i should be giving thanks. So far, i haven't experience much of those so called morning sickness. Sometimes i do feel very nauseated but not to the extend of vomiting my lungs out. If the condition continues so, i should be one of those lucky ones not having severe morning sickness.
Each day seems like life-long for me. I wait for time to go by. I feed the fishes. Sitting beside the pond, staring at them to finish eating. Then throw some more fish food. They're gonna be so bloated by the end of the day and so fat by the end of my pregnancy term. I hope they're some happy fishes to be fed with so much food.
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