No more wait

2 weeks are just too long for a wait, dont you think so?? Agree? Yeah...

So regardless of my appointment date on 18th March, I popped in the gynae's clinic this morning with husband. We are 3 days early but after a week plus had gone by, something should be able to be seen i think. Thick faced, i registered my name down and almost immediately before i managed to find a seat, the nurse asked me into the room while husband was still looking for car spot.

A senior nurse led me to another room and sat me down. She searched for my file and opened it and asked me what i was there for today. I rolled my eyes a bit and told her i wanted to ask doc about the safety issue of some direct sales vitamins and ALSO, to do a scan if possible. She looked away a while and told me that i might not need to do the scan since i've done it last time. But, she didn't know nothing could be seen in the sac last time. Duh! I want the scan today. I must see something on the screen. Get me laid down on the bed. Do the test. I'll pay the money. *Dont you know pregnant women are aggressive?*

Without further ado, she took me to the bed and i waited for the doc to scan me. My husband joined the team shortly. This time i saw the sac grew much bigger and within the sac there's another little sac. In medical term, i dont know what it's named but the fetus is inside the little sac in the big sac. Very blur. Couldn't see much. I was very anxious at that point where i couldn't see much again. Husband got anxious altogether. Laughingly, the gynae tried to calm the couples down by using the cross hair to point to a little "flashing" dot in the little sac. THERE IT IS! MY BABY!!!!The tiny little heart is beating like nobody's business! T___T Almost want to burst into tears la! Anxiety+anticipation+amazement+cuteness overloaded = holding back tears (at least wait til i get home first). The heart is already functioning at this point of time even though it is still very weak. Too tiny to be seen vividly, it just looks like some flashing LED light if you turn it on and off. Beating ma! ^_^ I'm so proud of you my little one! Keep on fighting for life and our God will be guiding your way! No fear!

Women...

are the makers of the home,
the nation and,
the World.

You are the mothers who shape the generations.
So you must enshrine in your hearts the spiritual urge towards,
light and love,
wisdom and bliss.

I love you Mom~May God shower His love and blessings over you for all the great works that you've done on us all ^_^

8th Dec 2006 (Post moved from previous no user friendly host)

感觉上好久没有这样一家人的聚集在一起吃饭，谈天说地，笑到眼睛眯成一条线。好不融洽哦！

在一个冷冷的星期五夜晚我们三兄妹组成一个小诗班来合唱圣诞歌。去年，我和妹妹参加过教会的报佳音也因此学会了好几首诗歌。今晚，团员多 了一个弟弟，我们把那几首统统复习过。里面有以马内利恳求降临 (O Come O Come Emmanuel), 齐来崇主信徒 (O Come All Ye Faithful), 天使佳音 (Angels We Have Heard On High), 普世欢腾 (Joy To The World The Lord Is Come), 听啊！天使高声唱 (Hark! The Herald Angels Sing), 这位婴孩是谁 (What Child Is This), 圣诞佳音 (The First Nowell The Angel Did Say), 到山岭上去传扬 (Go, Tell It On The Mountain) 还有人们皆知的圣诞诗歌平安夜 (Silent Night Holy Night). 妹和弟就负责唱女高音 (Soprano) 和男高音 (Tenor) 而我就负责女低音 (Alto) 的分音。越唱就越起劲然后唱到最后因音调错误又笑到翻天。。哈哈哈！总之越唱就越窝心。

我知道虽然这会是一个不一样的圣诞节 (没有我吗！！)但是它会是一个最温馨的圣诞节~祝大家圣诞节快乐~~我爱你们，我的家人！