Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Retrieving MouMou's photos


WARNING: Heaps of photos ahead. Watch at your own pleasure!!



The ol' days when she was surrounded by 3 Crocs...


Whatcha lookin' at??


Once, i was a fur ball and had super soft paws too..


Mummy nurtured me to sleep..sweet dreams~




Safe and secure cuddling my blanket to sleep (and my rabbit plushie too but i wonder where she had gone now)



I was all timid and tiny but NOT ANYMORE now..wuahahah


hehehe...That was me after my milk (yumm~~)







This is the only look that i need to catch daddy mummy's attention to give me food. They always surrender to this cute look of mine. How easy was that..


When i grow up, i wanna be like daddy..to have hairy legs and i want that shoe lace!


Since i'm still young, i'll just help daddy tying up the lace. Me adorable or not?


Ooo..playtime with mummy~





My own playtime..i remembered i was searching for something


Stylo Milo style

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Blows from inside!

What's that?! Calm down. It is my baby...SHE is trying to tell me that she's doing superb in there. She's a real joy to have..in my belly. I can literally feel that she's getting stronger day by day. And bigger and better. And less space. So, she just moves and kicks anytime throughout the day, being super energetic between 12-1am. If I'm quick enough, i will be able to catch a quick glimpse of a sticking out tummy surface. A very energetic young lady. Well, that puts my husband in doubt of the accuracy of the anatomy ultrasound. Did the gynae get the gender wrongly? Ha Ha.

Now i can tell it's definitely not the gas. It's my baby moves! In a getting-more-compact space inside. I rub tummy, she moves. I get busy, she moves..less. I settle down, she moves A LOT! That's a whole new level of experience for me that i'll never ever forget in my life. She's our BABE! Our little PRINCESS! I'm counting down the days...ticking away. In exactly 4 months and 1 week, I'll get to see her for real and hold her in my arms..and in daddy's arms. How touching! God's creation is just too marvelous for words.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Congratulation!

I would like to dedicate a congrats post to a couple in my church care group! Another bun fresh in the oven! So fresh that baby is only 8 weeks! Thank God for everything! It's all exciting and jolly happy!!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

主题: 一颗想旅行的心

比如:

美丽得让人窒息的爱琴海 Aegean Sea

享受那海阔的天空, 天蓝色的海,长得像 marshmallow 的云朵:

总有一天我也要当一个过路客投宿在那蓝蓝的屋檐下

心...再次自在的飞翔~

Monday, June 2, 2008

Fetal development: Week 18

Finally, I am stepping into week 18. I realised that recently i kept telling friends that time can be either whizzing past or crawling by for me. Friends asked "How many weeks are you now?" "I'm in week 17""Wow! Almost half way to go. Great! Time flies~"
"Oh yeah? Yeah...well, time flies." Time does fly when there are only 2 weeks to go to mark the half way of the 40 weeks journey. But when my mind flashed back to few months ago, "what!? Not even reaching half way yet? oh man~Time crawls la..."

I dont know. My thoughts just contradict among themselves sometimes. It has been 2 weeks since i last saw ah B on ultrasound monitor screen. I wish i could have u/s every day to know how he/she is doing inside. I miss ah B. He/she is so near yet so far...

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Baby should be about 15.24cm by now. Last measured, ah B was 11.05cm. Quite a remarkable growth in length hey! And weight? Should reach about 200g. I forgot to ask gynae to weigh my baby for me as i was too excited everytime i lie on the bed looking at the monitor til i forgot everything single thing that i had in my mind. =_="

Baby has, now, two layers of the epidermis and the dermis underneath the surface skin. The skin is now fully covered in a kind of wax and in medical term it is vernix caseosa and looks something like this:


I know..it looks YUCKS!!! *Imagining myself covered in a layer of room-temperatured white subtance oil...=/ eww~~~

Greasy, waxy, cheese-like substance are how it feels like! I know it sounds nasty but it does the baby good for goodness sake. This fatty secretions is covering the baby from head to toe to cover their extreme thin skin from bruising and abrasions as well as chapping since they stay in water for the whole 10 months. The greasy substance does something else apart from protecting the skin. You know the birthing process? The pushing part? You would thank that greasy waxy cream for smoothing the way for that watermelon to come out. If you know you're pregnant with a girl, it's a uterus within a uterus! Your little princess will have developed a uterus and vagina canal by the end of this week.

As for the mom, if you haven't seen you inn-y belly button yet, the great news is that you'll be discovering it popping out soon and stay in that way until after you've pushed your bun out from your oven. Be ready for breathing difficulty (well, not to the extreme side) since your lungs are squished by your belly and the space is getting more cramped as you can imagine. Everything else (your organs) in the mid-section is getting properly squeezed as well. Thanks to your growing (and grow and grow) belly. Be sure to eat your iron and calcium supplements, drink your pregnancy milk for mom and to continue with your folic acid (those prescribed by your gynae) daily since your body is producing more blood for both of you and your baby's bones are all in the process of hardening. Keep in mind that as more blood is being produced, it lowers your blood pressure. So standing up quickly and/or occasional speedy movements may cause slight dizziness or lightheadedness (yes! i agree to that totally!!). This is absolutely normal and it also means that preggo should stick to slow and steady movements.

Something that i didn't know: preggos at this point are producing more melanin, which cause dark patches of skin to occur on random parts of the body. These dark spots (unlike those of your parents) will retreat soon after birth (and so far, i haven't notice any on me yet and HOPEFULLY, they won't appear on me).

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Not much excitements compared to the beginnings of the pregnancy where you'd anticipate a lot of happenings on the baby. For now, the major progress of the baby is to grow in size so that the whole body grows into the right proportion with the used-to-be-enlarged-head. Gambate ah B!

Monday, May 26, 2008

是闷?还是平淡?

如果每天的生活如复印机般的重复又重复的过,你觉得生活是乏闷的?还是那是一种过得平淡的小幸福呢?

如果是十来二十岁的我,我应该会觉得生活没乐趣。会重复的思考人为什么要活在这么无聊无趣的世上。为什么我会没有朋友。为什么其他人的朋友圈子会那么大。为什么人家有男朋友而我却孤零零一个人。我的学业会是进步的还是退步呢。我的前途/钱途会是如何的呢。

回想起来,真的还是万分感恩。我也曾经历这一切但都过去了。感恩因为今天我还活着而且还活得很好。感恩虽然乐趣不比别人来得多但少少还是体验了朋友之间所有的欢乐。感恩我的双眼看到了这世界的美而并非我想像中的无趣。感恩我还是有朋友。感恩我的圈子不大但好的朋友有那么几个就够了。感恩没有糟糕的猪朋狗友让我踏上不归路。感恩上帝早就为我安排好我的人生的另一伴。感恩我还是顺利的大学毕业了并也努力的在商场上打滚过。上帝的恩典是要被数算的。那样我们才过的充实及满足。

回想起,四川的人民也过了不平凡的俩周但这些的不平凡让他们痛不欲生。那样的生活就是有趣的吗?不!我相信问他们的话他们宁可平淡的过一生也不愿经历这些灾难。没有人愿意经历这样痛苦的回忆。单是想到了这点我就不断的感恩又感恩。

所以,我认为生活得平淡并非是一件坏事也并非是无趣的。对于现在的我来说,每天的平淡是大幸福。偶尔接到一些电话传来一些坏消息就会让我精神紧崩的过一天。


朋友,你今天数算恩典了吗?你感恩了吗?

Saturday, May 24, 2008

感触

自从5.12四川大地震后就看到新闻报道和电视片段里的那些孤儿,那种母性的冲动就从我里边汹涌而出。孩子,看到你面世的那一刻做妈妈的我该怎么办呢?我想你不需要我为你带上华丽的妆容。你只需要我为你带上那个做为妈妈所保留的那满足笑容并且对你依偎着说:“孩子,你也辛苦了。”